Kyung-Sook Shin’s novel Please Look After Mom deals with the isolation of the individual even
in the sometimes-intimate context of the immediate family. The disappearance of
the family’s mother exacerbates these feelings of isolation--and the family
members are flooded by memories of past experiences of isolation. The story
begins by addressing the eldest daughter in the family, Chi-hon. Reflecting
upon their past interactions, Chi-hon regrets the disconnected, shallow
conversations that comprised her phone calls with her mother: “Your words had
to do with whether she ate, whether she was healthy, how Father was, that she
should be careful not to catch cold, that you were sending money” (35). Chi-hon’s
older brother, Hyong-chol, is detached from his siblings in his role as the
eldest son: “The eldest brother has to be dignified. He has to be the role
model. If the eldest brother goes the wrong way, his siblings will go that way,
too” (113). In his responsibility, Hyong-chol is alone. And the youngest
daughter of the family often feels separate from her own siblings and parents
by the consuming task of raising three children. She justifies her absence in
the search for her mother: “What? You want me to take care of it? Me? What do
you think I can do with three kids?” (184). The father of these adult children
has known a lifetime of aloneness: “isolation” would drive him to “wander the
country” for months on end and his marriage was spent “without talking” to his
wife (130, 176). Park So-nyo, the family’s mother, is physically separated from
her family throughout the entire novel, and was not a stranger to solitude
before her disappearance. She takes her daughter on a walk down the path to her
deceased mother’s house, although she usually walks alone because “there’s
nobody who would come with [her]” (47). Each member of the family, though
sharing countless experiences, seems to operate--or at least believe himself or
herself to be operating-- autonomously.
But the disappearance of their mother and wife painfully
pushes them to recognize the deep feeling and connection that binds the family
together. Regardless of hurts dealt in all directions, the loss of an integral
part of the family system uncovers tremendous care and acknowledgement of the
necessity of family. There is a beautiful circularity in Park So-nyo’s final
appreciation of her mother as her own children realize their aching love for her:
“She takes the blue plastic sandals off my feet and pulls my feet into her lap.
Mom doesn’t smile. She doesn’t cry. Did Mom know? That I, too, needed her my
entire life?” (228). The family is unavoidable and hurtful, but essential and life-giving.
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